At 10:30 this evening I opened Alanna's computer and found her suicide note. She had been depressed for a long time and did her best to hide it from me. I suspected her depression but she always denied it. She drank a bottle of butterscotch whiskey to wash down a whole bottle of tramadol and injected herself with dozens of insulin shots.
I am resolved to do my best to not let it happen to anyone else. No one should ever get that unhappy again.
Friday, August 3, 2012
Thursday, July 26, 2012
The Real Bigots
The controversy over Chik-fil-a CEO saying they do not support glbt marriage just shows who the real bigots are. The leftist/liberal/glbt people who don't believe that people should have the freedom to disagree with them. Their temper tantrum mentality of throwing a fit every time someone exercises their freedom of speech shows that THEY are the real bigots. They want us to live under a fascist dictatorship (no matter who gets the presidency in November we will be there. Sooner if Obama is re-elected)where no one has the freedom to have an opinion contrary to so-called popular opinion. Remember pollsters that espouse a liberal agenda pick areas that will support their agenda not areas where they will get low results. Pollsters that espouse conservative views tend to be more honest than liberals.
The liberals need to stop using terrorist/ Muslim tactics to get their way.
the glbt community needs to stop trying to force others to espouse their viewpoint. When glbt people try to force their opinion on those that disagree it proves that their agenda is not good for all people. It is only good for a minority of 8-10 percent.
The liberals need to stop using terrorist/ Muslim tactics to get their way.
the glbt community needs to stop trying to force others to espouse their viewpoint. When glbt people try to force their opinion on those that disagree it proves that their agenda is not good for all people. It is only good for a minority of 8-10 percent.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Bed Bug Free
Contrary to the attacks made against me which say I am spreading bedbugs. We have been free of the little monsters for almost a year and constantly spray to keep them away.
The Sad Tale of a militant God-rejector
There is a supposed trans-woman here in Denver who has a personal vendetta against me. Her constant posts attacking Christianity and me are very tiring. She has attacked friends of mine and any group which follows the Standards if Care. She questions my transgender identity and mocks my appearance. I have tried to be civil and not counterattack . But her attacks have continued for over two years.
I have been diagnosed as being transexual as per the Standards of Care. I have been accepted by Dr Marci Bowers as a patient when I have the money for reassignment surgery. Since it is unlikely that I will ever get the money, I can accept my non-operative status.
As to my appearance, I do the best that I can considering that I transitioned in my late forties. This person looks like a bleached whale. Her mannerisms are still male as is her voice and appearance.
She has changed her college major at least five times in three years.
Her irrational hatred of Christianity is based on an abusive childhood which led to her rejection of Christianity and her journey toward Satanism not an examination of the historicity of the Bible. I was the one person who answered her objections which would have satisfied an honest inquirer.
She thinks anyone who disagrees with her is psychotic. She is just as psychotic in her un-faith pushing ,which does not stop even when asked to stop, as those she attacks.
The so-called persecution for my beliefs is false. I am a political conservative, (not a republican). The glbt community hates any conservative viewpoint since it opposes their agenda.
My views today are that neither Mormon (called by some American Mohammedism) Ronmey nor the Muslim Obama deserve to lead this country.
I have been diagnosed as being transexual as per the Standards of Care. I have been accepted by Dr Marci Bowers as a patient when I have the money for reassignment surgery. Since it is unlikely that I will ever get the money, I can accept my non-operative status.
As to my appearance, I do the best that I can considering that I transitioned in my late forties. This person looks like a bleached whale. Her mannerisms are still male as is her voice and appearance.
She has changed her college major at least five times in three years.
Her irrational hatred of Christianity is based on an abusive childhood which led to her rejection of Christianity and her journey toward Satanism not an examination of the historicity of the Bible. I was the one person who answered her objections which would have satisfied an honest inquirer.
She thinks anyone who disagrees with her is psychotic. She is just as psychotic in her un-faith pushing ,which does not stop even when asked to stop, as those she attacks.
The so-called persecution for my beliefs is false. I am a political conservative, (not a republican). The glbt community hates any conservative viewpoint since it opposes their agenda.
My views today are that neither Mormon (called by some American Mohammedism) Ronmey nor the Muslim Obama deserve to lead this country.
Monday, June 25, 2012
Obama's War on Democracy
This excellent article shows what our Dictator in Chief is really like
Obama's War on Democracy Stephen
Lendman, Contributor
Activist
Post
In
June 2009, Obama orchestrated Honduran President Manuel Zelaya's
ouster. A US-supported fascist despot replaced him. For good reason
Honduras is called the murder capital of the world. Independent
journalists are killed. So are protesters for democratic change.
After its calamitous January 2010 earthquake, Obama militarized Haiti, plundered it freely, opposed Jean-Bertrand Aristide's return, orchestrated the nation's rigged elections, and prohibited the emergence of democracy.
On September 30, 2010, his attempt to oust Ecuador's Rafael Correa failed. Coup plotters shut down airports, blocked highways, burned tires, and roughed up the president. They also took over an airbase, parliament, and Quito streets. They acted on the pretext of a law restructuring police benefits. Ignored was that Correa doubled their wages.
Obama's fingerprints were all over the scheme to oust a business-friendly leader who fell short of a neoliberal perfection. If Correa grants Julian Assange amnesty, perhaps his long knives won't fail next time.
In the interim, he added another democrat to his trophy collection. On June 22, he plunged a dagger into Paraguayan democracy. Parliamentary impeachment was his weapon of choice.
A former Roman Catholic Bishop, Fernando Lugo was elected president in August 2008. Noted liberation theologian/philosopher/author Leonardo Boff attended his inauguration.
He said it was "an extremely happy moment." He called Lugo a "true bishop of liberation. We are celebrating the rise to power of one more liberator of Latin American."
Called both "the Bishop of the Poor" and "the Red Bishop," his election ushered in hope for change. Ordained in 1977, he worked as an indigenous community missionary until 1982.
He spent 10 years studying at the Vatican. He was appointed Paraguay's Divine Word head. In 1994, he became Bishop of the Paraguayan San Pedro Department.
Three of his brothers were exiled. Conservative Paraguayan Catholic leaders pressured him to resign because he supported landless family settlements on large latifundio estates.
On Christmas day 2006, he announced his presidential candidacy. Popular support madehim a threat to Colorado Party rule. In September 2007, he formed a multi-party opposition coalition. He registered as a Christian Democrat Party (PDC) candidate. He ran as the Patriotic Alliance for Change (APC) nominee.
Winning nearly 41% of the vote, he failed to gain an absolute majority. Colorado's Blanca Ovelar got 31%. He pledged a government "characterized by honesty and not by corruption."
He called for "unity" and extended "a very special invitation to the entire political class, to all without exception" to participate in his government.
Colorado leaders vowed to regain power as soon as possible. With others on the far right, it controls parliament. Lugo said "Latin America is living a different moment." His inauguration ended six decades of right wing Colorado rule.
Paraguay's population is around seven million. It's one of South America's poorest countries. Nearly half the population lives on less than $2 a day. Unemployment or underemployment runs almost 40%.
Social inequality is among Latin America's highest. Powerful interests run the country. One man alone can't change things. Governing as a centrist, he tried, but now he's gone. He called himself a proponent of "socially responsible" capitalism. Washington considers him a closet communist.
He vowed to be a uniter, not a divider. "I will not be a Paraguayan Morales," he said. He promised "a middle path between Chavez and Lula."
From 1947 - 1989, mostly junta power ran Paraguay. General Alfredo Stroessner was in charge from August 1954 - February 1989. After falling out of favor with Washington, General Andres Rodriguez's coup ousted him.
In May 1993, Colorado's Juan Carlos Wasmosy became Paraguay's first civilian president in four decades. Lugo's ouster reestablished hardline neoliberal rule. Right wing parliamentarians assure it.
After a five-hour trial, 39 senators voted to remove him. Washington controlled things behind the scenes.
Ahead of proceedings, Venezuela's Foreign Minister Nicolas Maduro traveled to Asuncion with 11 other regional foreign ministers. He denounced them as a "new typeof coup." He called it a "truly shameful act..."
Lugo didn't attend. He watched on television. His lawyers spoke on his behalf. They got virtually no preparation time. Their request for 18 days was denied. Doing so violated Paraguay's constitution.
Their arguments on behalf of Lugo fell on deaf ears. Proceedings were rigged to convict. Orders came from el norte.
Ahead of his ouster, Venezuela's Union of South American Nations (UNASUR) Secretary-General Ali Rodriguez denounced the attempted coup.
He said:
UNASUR’s greatest concern is the legitimate exercise of democracy, and within that, that there be a guiding principal of the administration of justice and conditions, (that's) absolutely indispensable.Following the coup, ALBA (Bolivarian Alliance of the Americas) countries condemned it. Lugo attorneys got one day's notice and two hours to defend him. Charges against him were spurious.
Ahead of them in mid-June, clashes between landless peasants and police left 17 dead. Lugo named a new interior minister and national police chief.
The confrontations followed weeks of peasants occupying wealthy latifundista land. They called it illegally acquired public land.
The combination was pretext to act. Parliamentary palace coup proceedings followed.
Charges brought included signing a Mercosur Southern common market Protocol for Democracy, allowing a military installation youth meeting, clashes described above, deaths resulting from them, and failure to capture leftist guerillas.
The indictment said evidence supporting charges wasn't necessary. Lugo was guilty by accusation. Ousting him was prearranged. Latin American democracy sustained a body blow.
Lugo called his removal "a parliamentary coup against the will of the people." He called the new government illegitimate. He said democracy must be restored.
ALBA members expressed solidarity. Liberal Party member Federico Franco replaced him. He served as Lugo's vice president. His neoliberal advocacy is business friendly. Recognition wasn't extended.
He's extrajudicially forming a new government. He promised to respect big money's private property and honor Paraguay's foreign commitments. He meant those benefitting elite interests.
He asked other regional leaders not to call him a pariah for spurning the rights of impoverished Paraguayans desperate for help to survive.
Venezuelan Vice President Elias Jaua blamed Washington and elitist Paraguayans for what happened. He denounced efforts to weaken revolutionary Latin American change, saying:
The battle of the Paraguayan people is that of the Venezuelans, and we are committed to thwart this new attempt by the oligarchies and imperialism as we did in Venezuela in 2002....
He added that regional
popular struggles are about "letting imperialism know that our
Latin America is no longer their backyard."
At the same time, ending its last vestiges takes time. Lugo's ouster set things back.
It's for regional campesinos to regain lost ground. It's crucial they continue struggling against neoliberalism's death grip. It's that or perish. There is no other choice.
At the same time, ending its last vestiges takes time. Lugo's ouster set things back.
It's for regional campesinos to regain lost ground. It's crucial they continue struggling against neoliberalism's death grip. It's that or perish. There is no other choice.
In
June 2009, Obama orchestrated Honduran President Manuel Zelaya's
ouster. A US-supported fascist despot replaced him. For good reason
Honduras is called the murder capital of the world. Independent
journalists are killed. So are protesters for democratic change.
After its calamitous January 2010 earthquake, Obama militarized Haiti, plundered it freely, opposed Jean-Bertrand Aristide's return, orchestrated the nation's rigged elections, and prohibited the emergence of democracy.
On September 30, 2010, his attempt to oust Ecuador's Rafael Correa failed. Coup plotters shut down airports, blocked highways, burned tires, and roughed up the president. They also took over an airbase, parliament, and Quito streets. They acted on the pretext of a law restructuring police benefits. Ignored was that Correa doubled their wages.
Obama's fingerprints were all over the scheme to oust a business-friendly leader who fell short of a neoliberal perfection. If Correa grants Julian Assange amnesty, perhaps his long knives won't fail next time.
In the interim, he added another democrat to his trophy collection. On June 22, he plunged a dagger into Paraguayan democracy. Parliamentary impeachment was his weapon of choice.
A former Roman Catholic Bishop, Fernando Lugo was elected president in August 2008. Noted liberation theologian/philosopher/author Leonardo Boff attended his inauguration.
He said it was "an extremely happy moment." He called Lugo a "true bishop of liberation. We are celebrating the rise to power of one more liberator of Latin American."
Called both "the Bishop of the Poor" and "the Red Bishop," his election ushered in hope for change. Ordained in 1977, he worked as an indigenous community missionary until 1982.
He spent 10 years studying at the Vatican. He was appointed Paraguay's Divine Word head. In 1994, he became Bishop of the Paraguayan San Pedro Department.
Three of his brothers were exiled. Conservative Paraguayan Catholic leaders pressured him to resign because he supported landless family settlements on large latifundio estates.
On Christmas day 2006, he announced his presidential candidacy. Popular support madehim a threat to Colorado Party rule. In September 2007, he formed a multi-party opposition coalition. He registered as a Christian Democrat Party (PDC) candidate. He ran as the Patriotic Alliance for Change (APC) nominee.
Winning nearly 41% of the vote, he failed to gain an absolute majority. Colorado's Blanca Ovelar got 31%. He pledged a government "characterized by honesty and not by corruption."
He called for "unity" and extended "a very special invitation to the entire political class, to all without exception" to participate in his government.
Colorado leaders vowed to regain power as soon as possible. With others on the far right, it controls parliament. Lugo said "Latin America is living a different moment." His inauguration ended six decades of right wing Colorado rule.
Paraguay's population is around seven million. It's one of South America's poorest countries. Nearly half the population lives on less than $2 a day. Unemployment or underemployment runs almost 40%.
Social inequality is among Latin America's highest. Powerful interests run the country. One man alone can't change things. Governing as a centrist, he tried, but now he's gone. He called himself a proponent of "socially responsible" capitalism. Washington considers him a closet communist.
He vowed to be a uniter, not a divider. "I will not be a Paraguayan Morales," he said. He promised "a middle path between Chavez and Lula."
From 1947 - 1989, mostly junta power ran Paraguay. General Alfredo Stroessner was in charge from August 1954 - February 1989. After falling out of favor with Washington, General Andres Rodriguez's coup ousted him.
In May 1993, Colorado's Juan Carlos Wasmosy became Paraguay's first civilian president in four decades. Lugo's ouster reestablished hardline neoliberal rule. Right wing parliamentarians assure it.
After a five-hour trial, 39 senators voted to remove him. Washington controlled things behind the scenes.
Ahead of proceedings, Venezuela's Foreign Minister Nicolas Maduro traveled to Asuncion with 11 other regional foreign ministers. He denounced them as a "new typeof coup." He called it a "truly shameful act..."
Lugo didn't attend. He watched on television. His lawyers spoke on his behalf. They got virtually no preparation time. Their request for 18 days was denied. Doing so violated Paraguay's constitution.
Their arguments on behalf of Lugo fell on deaf ears. Proceedings were rigged to convict. Orders came from el norte.
Ahead of his ouster, Venezuela's Union of South American Nations (UNASUR) Secretary-General Ali Rodriguez denounced the attempted coup.
He said:
UNASUR’s greatest concern is the legitimate exercise of democracy, and within that, that there be a guiding principal of the administration of justice and conditions, (that's) absolutely indispensable.Following the coup, ALBA (Bolivarian Alliance of the Americas) countries condemned it. Lugo attorneys got one day's notice and two hours to defend him. Charges against him were spurious.
Ahead of them in mid-June, clashes between landless peasants and police left 17 dead. Lugo named a new interior minister and national police chief.
The confrontations followed weeks of peasants occupying wealthy latifundista land. They called it illegally acquired public land.
The combination was pretext to act. Parliamentary palace coup proceedings followed.
Charges brought included signing a Mercosur Southern common market Protocol for Democracy, allowing a military installation youth meeting, clashes described above, deaths resulting from them, and failure to capture leftist guerillas.
The indictment said evidence supporting charges wasn't necessary. Lugo was guilty by accusation. Ousting him was prearranged. Latin American democracy sustained a body blow.
Lugo called his removal "a parliamentary coup against the will of the people." He called the new government illegitimate. He said democracy must be restored.
ALBA members expressed solidarity. Liberal Party member Federico Franco replaced him. He served as Lugo's vice president. His neoliberal advocacy is business friendly. Recognition wasn't extended.
He's extrajudicially forming a new government. He promised to respect big money's private property and honor Paraguay's foreign commitments. He meant those benefitting elite interests.
He asked other regional leaders not to call him a pariah for spurning the rights of impoverished Paraguayans desperate for help to survive.
Venezuelan Vice President Elias Jaua blamed Washington and elitist Paraguayans for what happened. He denounced efforts to weaken revolutionary Latin American change, saying:
The battle of the Paraguayan people is that of the Venezuelans, and we are committed to thwart this new attempt by the oligarchies and imperialism as we did in Venezuela in 2002....
He added that regional
popular struggles are about "letting imperialism know that our
Latin America is no longer their backyard."
At the same time, ending its last vestiges takes time. Lugo's ouster set things back.
It's for regional campesinos to regain lost ground. It's crucial they continue struggling against neoliberalism's death grip. It's that or perish. There is no other choice.
At the same time, ending its last vestiges takes time. Lugo's ouster set things back.
It's for regional campesinos to regain lost ground. It's crucial they continue struggling against neoliberalism's death grip. It's that or perish. There is no other choice.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
If the liberals and Muslims Have Their Way
Free speech is on "life-support". Liberals want to spue their male-bovine-excrement without restraint but shut out any conservative criticism.
Muslims do not want the truths about honor-killings, murders, paedophilia, wife-beating, female genital mutilation and religious intolerance (from the mild requests to remove crosses to murder and arson). The reason that Muslims are offended by crosses is because the cross is a silent witness against the lies of that fictitious person Mohammed who said that Jesus Christ did not die on the cross and resurrected 3 24 hour periods later. More simply the cross calls Mohammed a liar.
Liberals side with Muslims against free speech when the speaker is opposite their ideology. If you talk about abortion they try to shut you up by claiming women's rights or the "foetus" (a term to dehumanise the baby) is not alive until birth.
Internet policing is getting more oppressive and the US Opposite of Progress (Con-gress) is passing laws to restrict free speech as well.
No matter who is put in the White House (elections are a fixed joke) in November more freedoms will be abolished.
Muslims do not want the truths about honor-killings, murders, paedophilia, wife-beating, female genital mutilation and religious intolerance (from the mild requests to remove crosses to murder and arson). The reason that Muslims are offended by crosses is because the cross is a silent witness against the lies of that fictitious person Mohammed who said that Jesus Christ did not die on the cross and resurrected 3 24 hour periods later. More simply the cross calls Mohammed a liar.
Liberals side with Muslims against free speech when the speaker is opposite their ideology. If you talk about abortion they try to shut you up by claiming women's rights or the "foetus" (a term to dehumanise the baby) is not alive until birth.
Internet policing is getting more oppressive and the US Opposite of Progress (Con-gress) is passing laws to restrict free speech as well.
No matter who is put in the White House (elections are a fixed joke) in November more freedoms will be abolished.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Free Speech and Liberals
The issue of the bigotted news-person Tamron Hall proves what I have said about liberals. They want free speech ONLY for themselves. Dissenting viewpoints are not allowed. The Constitution is only invoked when it suits them.
A bigot who goes by Liberal Rocks on facebook called me a brainless troll. Mensa may give me a refund of my membership if this is true. I qualified for membership in 2007 and have been a paid member for most of the time (you never lose your qualification.
Though I have no formal degrees, I am self-educated in several areas which would earn me several bachelors, masters and phds.
I have had my free speech denied by liberals in real life on many occasions.
I have been called a racist because I choose NOT to vote for Obama (after investigating his background and and the church he attended in Chicago).
A bigot who goes by Liberal Rocks on facebook called me a brainless troll. Mensa may give me a refund of my membership if this is true. I qualified for membership in 2007 and have been a paid member for most of the time (you never lose your qualification.
Though I have no formal degrees, I am self-educated in several areas which would earn me several bachelors, masters and phds.
I have had my free speech denied by liberals in real life on many occasions.
I have been called a racist because I choose NOT to vote for Obama (after investigating his background and and the church he attended in Chicago).
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